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Tuesday, April 19, 2011

A Relationship

Everyone in thier life there is sure a crush or the person you love the most. But when it comes to an end or starts to think about breaking up with the special person that his very important you and very dear to you.

I confess that my attitdude it's not very good in a relationship i get paranoid over stuffand start to think this and think that. Mainly is about why didn't this special person reply my sms or answer my call.

Sometimes my thoughts keeps running making me think over and over checking my handphone to see if there's is any reply, but sometimes it didn't which make me really sad and start to think what is this special person doing all the time.? Yes this special person is working very hard.

Mainly i sometimes start to think that, Hey why not we just end this? BUT the main thing is that whenever i say that my heart starts to feel weird and it's not the right thing to do and i did this about 3TIMES to this special person of mine. I really regretted it.

But no matter what this special person will try its best to hold on the relationship, explaining to me why and what's wrong. i do feel happy when she explain stuffs to me that why and what's is happening.
Worst thing to come is that we don't even meet.

This special person said that: I'm always alone i need you by my side not leave me. whenever i listen to that i really feel regretted saying the break up stuff. Who dosen't need someone special by your side? I DO and the special person too.

Sometime i tell Richael and Simin about this. Richael Pfft me and said that her friend which actually her schoolmate had a boyfriend which lives in Malaysia and she herself is living Singapore and they do meet each other in MONTHS! i feel that, Hey is this person can do it, why not me?

This special person that i love is the most awesome person i ever met. I nvr did anything to sweet like drawing and all.

So i was thinking that.

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Since i can't do anything i can't get hugs from that special person. this is my way of saying sorry for drawing this for you.

My drawing really RUSTT alot.
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So this is it. ugly eh? But anyway SPECIAL PERSON I STILL LOVE YOU!

FIN
Niicky

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